Just keep breathing...
Maybe for most people, this year was a blur. But to me, it was a ride I was wishing would end sooner. " Happy 2019 guyshhhh!!! I am actually feeling positive and looking forward to everything that will happen this year. I can feel that my dark days are almost over, I hope yours too! Kapit lang, huwag bibitaw sa katinuan. Brighter days await! ✨" ← posted this on January 1, 2019 not really knowing what this year would bring me. And now that the year is almost over, I'd say this year has brought me to my knees. I've been battling depression for three years, and 2019 has almost got me. This year was hell I thought I wouldn't make it. It has turned the ugliest when Mama left for the U.S. I was all alone in a big house, unemployed, the boyf only going home once every 5 weeks. When you have a mind that’s always in overdrive, distractions help. I had no distractions when I’m at home. I tried writing again but I couldn’t even put anything into words except my dark